singing in the rain

I first set my eyes on sweet Molly Malone.

2009-08-03T15:58:09Z

Yeah, it's been a long time since I posted, but I really didn't feel like it. But I read a lot of your entries, guys, so I guess I still know what's been going on in your lives.

And yes, I was in Dublin: a two-week language vacation. And it was pretty awesome.

Dublin

My first impression of Dublin was pretty underwhelming. I mean in every city I've been so far there was this atmosphere that was different from Berlin and there were things that impressed me like woah - no matter if I was in a little town in Czech or in Paris.
Dublin was different: The weather was moody like hell. The people were neither friendly nor unfriendly or in any kind different than in Berlin. The sights were underwhelming as well: most exhibitions we were in were in two or three rooms, we walked through the whole national museum in 2 hours, the "biggest statue in europe" was a 130m high rod. Student appartments we lived in wasn't comfortable at all. And let's not talk about the prices. It was so incredible expensive - everything was about twice the price like in germany. And: it was almost impossible to go out, because the pubs were so crowded - I've never seen anything like it.
And to top it off there were these clone houses: Houses in the same street looked totally alike. They all had the same balconies, towers, winter gardens, doors and so on. Most times the only difference was the colour of the door. And it's all little family houses - almost no house block. Scary.

BUT: It grew on me. A lot. After one week I realised that Dublin is not atmosphere-less, but has an atmosphere that is a lot like that in Berlin. The Dubliners don't agree with the government, bitch about bureaucracy and are pretty content that they can complain about everything and anything. (btw. A big political topic at the moment are minimum wage and economical competitiveness - does that ring a bell?)
And even though they're not overly friendly, inside they're really warm people. They have a sense of humour that is pretty similiar to that in Berlin. They make fun of everything and everyone (especially of themselves). (And they have the tendency to rhyme: The wire in the spire is that big statue and the tart with the cart is the nickname for Molly Mallone.)
So yeah, it was a lot like home. And yesterday, when we drove around it one last time I realised that I will miss it. Maybe I'll get back there some day.

People

My brother joined me on this journey and I will not do vacation with him again (at least not anytime soon). We're THAT different, when it comes to vacation. I wanna experience as much as I can, he is happy with sitting home. He complained a lot that everything is better in Berlin. And although he can be such a sweetheart and I love him to bits, he can be pretty arrogant and ignorant as well. I know I'm a pain in the ass when stressed out, but he is as well - so not a good combination.
I mean, that sounds like it was hell, it really wasn't, we certainly had more fun than stress. But ... you know ...
We had a room mate from germany: Waltraud. we actually had two, but Elena from spain was reserved and didn't spend time with us. Although her name suggests otherwise she is in her early thirties and was really nice. And funny. I liked her a lot. She'll be in Berlin in october and I'll definitely meet her then.
And then there was Shane. Shane was the teacher I got for the second week. He seemed to be about my age, when in fact he was five years younger - what a shame. At the end of this week I had developed a pretty hard crush on him. But there was no reason not to: he was pretty and funny, not too full of himself, supernice and very talkative. *hearts* I really really liked him.

What to visit when in Dublin
City Centre - obviously. The street musicians are pretty awesome. And they're even better in the pubs. But like I said, the pubs are crowded - so see if you're able to get into one.
Café en Seine - BIIIG and impressive (a little intimidating as well).
Howth - wonderfull village nearby. It has a long beach and impressive cliffs and beautifull vagetation
Pubs - most of them have live music that is incredibly good. But like I said: very crowded, so not everyones idea of nice evening.

At our last schoolday (friday) I read that there was a swine flu quaratine regarding the student appartments in UCD (Univerity College Dublin) exactly where we were staying. But except from the bottle of sterilizing gel we found in the entrance hall there was no sign of that.
We'll see, right?

PRIDE

2009-04-18T13:45:46Z

Yeah, it's this time of the year again: PRIDE!

The date for PRIDE PARADE is the 27th june and this year we decided to celebrate big (or at least bigger than in 2008). We have beds for eight people, so don't worry about pricy hostels and we also offer something to eat and to drink. (Though we probably can't feed eight or more people if it comes to that, but we'll see into it when we know how many of you will come here.) We also will pick you up from trainstation or airport or if that is not possible, we'll give you a description how to find here. So here comes the question:

WHO WANTS TO VISIT?

I'm so excited, guys, you have no idea. It'll be fun. We made plans already and I am really are ready for Party and Fun and all that jazz. :)

Not to mention meeting you (again). *huggels*

nairie @ 2009-04-16T21:52:00

2009-04-16T20:01:03Z

Yes, it's been a while since my last entry. It's been going so much on and everytime that happens - and believe me, it happens a lot these days - I'm getting out of posting mood.
That doesn't mean I don't read your entries, I really do, but I can't bring myself to post - often I am not even in the mood to comment. I hope that is ok ... can't help you if not.

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What happened?
First of all ... did I ever tell you about my uncle? If not, then long story short: He hates me. Because my grandparents gave me money during my studies. It's not as if they aren't very generous to him - they are -, but he hates that I get money as well, so ... yeah, basically he hates me. I remember him picking a fight over half an eggcup of salt or talking behind my back. His oldest son doesn't talk to me and I have no idea why (because we really didn't spend any time together - so it can't be that I did something to him).
Now I found out that his youngest son, which I haven't seen in many years, is a student in one of my classes. I would not have found out if it weren't for his exceptional nick name.
So yeah, I don't know if you can imagine, but that was really too much for me. I broke down and cried in front of my supervisor and the poor man was so helpless and asked what happened like a hundred times. I told him, that my cousin is in one of my classes and that I have a big problem with his father, but just couldn't go on and tell the whole story. So I really hope he doesn't think about ... something worse than a fight over money.
Whatever: My supervisor reacted pretty cool. He promised to not give me this class for regular teaching and if I think it is too much he even will change my timetable for hospitation and test teaching.
Still it is a pretty fucked up situation and I don't even know if my cousin knows who I am. On the other hand: I now have the chance to see him and get to know him a little better, so that's a chance as well, isn't it?

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Drama won't go away.

For every solved problem or "situation" there is one that refuses to make progress. And we better don't talk about the new ones. Untill now fortunately there's been nothing that can't be fixed, but ... it's tiring.

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That made me think about my life and what I gained so far and what I didn't. About friendship and family and drama and if I'm happy or not and all that jazz.
Made me pondering ... and I wonder if that's a good or a bad thing.

Private private oh so private ... or not

2009-02-26T17:37:41Z

Don't know if you noticed, but this entry is about my private life ... ok, seems like at the moment I don't have much, because holyshit school is stressful, but there were quite a few really nice things happening a few weeks away and I wanna share them.

For example that I was in Duesseldorf in january to visit my little sister. And I have to admit that this town grew on me a lot. It's still not my kind of city and I can't imagine living there, but it sure got its moments.
Imagine sunday afternoon and a really nice Altstadt (old part of a city), the sun was shining and made the Rhein a shiny, glittering thing. And then on the pier with the glittering water in the background there was this guy and his grand piano (Flügel), he played brilliantly. A few corners into the town there were other musicians as well - all playing very well. I could have stayed and listened forever.
And ... I met sis' friends. A couple of metal guys - all leather and rocker wear, long hair and beards. And let me tell you: I've never in my life seen a group of nicer and more cuddly and lovely kids. They were open minded and talkative and so supercute. I just loved them all.
One of them actually asked me at one point what I was doing. And I was pretty embarassed with me having such a conservative job and all, but he didn't seem to mind. I then asked him what he was doing and I could not have been more suprised: he works in financing and controlling at the job center.
Yes, bad nairie for thinking in clichés so much. I really should have known better, right?

And then there was zartherbess birthday. We brunched and it was really nice and reminded me that I should do that more often: meeting A. as well as go to brunch. *nods*

AND there was the fucking DEUTSCHE FILM BERLINALE PARTY - you know the one where you need an invitation and where all movie stars and business bosses go. cassiopaya81 took me and it was ... overwhelming. We didn't see stars, but then again we didn't go looking - I'm pretty sure there were some of them in the crowd. But we just enjoyed the luxury and talked. And it would have been a pretty amazing evening even without the free haute cuisine and expensive whines, but that was the icing on the cake.

Oh and seems like everyone is moving to Wedding these days (the district of Berlin where we live): spiritcrow came last month and thefabone and zartherbes are following in a few weeks.

Other than that: DRAMA is going on in our circle of friends and I tend to call it the CK-drama (no, unfortunately there is no Chris Kane involved), because there is Drama between C and K every other week. Now it's more complicated, because there is also an CS Drama (no, not Counterstrike and sure as hell no cyber sex either).
S thinks we should sacrifice something to THE DRAMA, so it just goes away. (Unfortunately it doesn't listen, if someone says: Go AWAY! So, it's time for something more drastic.)

@ evil_trisha and spiritcrow: *just hugs*

Große Ereignisse werfen ihr Schatten ... hinter sich.

2009-02-11T11:26:34Z

Hi folks,
yes, I'm alive (I wonder how many entries of mine begin with that phrase, must be a lot).

As some of you might know there was a lot going on in my life in the past few weeks. I started my Referendariat and most of it is exciting and cool.

Last wednesday our seminar met for the first time and let me tell: it couldn't have been a better combination of people. We're nine Referendare (I already knew three of them from university) and we get along sooo good. All of them are open minded and real fun. No drama at all. And I somehow wait for the bomb to be dropped, because seriously: Can so much harmony be really true?

The school I'll be working at is not overwhelming. It seems like they're pretty old school. You know the type were the teacher is god in comparison to students and the classes center around the teacher and not around the student. They don't do pedagogic experiments or try new didactic methods. They just don't.
Aside form that they seem pretty unorganized and not so fond of Referendare at all, and it seems like I have to beg my way through hospitations and observed teaching. I ask the organizer about classes on my own (we are supposed to have at least 2), but he answered that this would be an organisational problem, because he already did the class schedules and it is not possible to change them.
Thank you very much, you only knew for about three weeks that I was coming to your school. HMPF!

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Beside my professional life there was a personal one, too. And maybe I'll tell you about that later, but now I'm off buying birthday gifts ... again. And I'm really not sure if people maybe reschedule their birthdays into january/february this year, just to keep me busy. It feels like the 57.th birthday gift I have to pick this year.

rollercoaster ride ... again

2009-01-20T10:37:59Z

So, yes, I'm back. Maybe you didn't even notice, because I do not post very often, but I was without internet the last days. I won't bore you with details, but after formatting everything at least internet is working now - no sound though, but I guess there's ALWAYS a problem, right?

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The last year ended like it has been: There were loads of good times and good things happening, but there were although a few major bad things. Let's just say: New years eve was an experience. caesaria82 and luthien82 were visiting and ladybanteerin, kaoru_is_here, shivaluna and C&K came to the party and we had really fun.
But we also had to change our party location about 90 minutes before midnight (because of kindergardener's behaviour of some people) and I learned the effects of pepper spray from experience. Don't ask.
So yeah, you might understand if I say it was a great metaphor for the last year.

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2009 has been a rollercoaster until now ... and what a good one.

Look at all the new and shiny things people gave me!
- got new shiny cell phone with a mediaplayer, lots of games, a fantastic camera and lots of cool shit inside (gift of my brother)
- new car ... her name's Josephine (Josy) and I should take pictures and post them, because she is SOOO beautifull - am very sorry for Joshcar though (oh how I love that car), but since he isn't sold yet, I just use them both and feel extremely decadent. ;) (gift of my grandfather, because he just said so and I couldn't talk him out of it)
- new laptop - will arrive tomorrow (also a gift of my grandpa - for the 30th birthday of mine)
Ok, to be exact: Only the laptop is new-new, Josy and the cell are not so new anymore, but still shiny and new to me, so what the heck!
Yeah, I feel very taking and not so much giving atm, but since I talked with my grandpa about the money-thing a thousand times before and I'm always losing the discussion and since my brother would have given his phone away anyway, my conscience is (halfway) clean. ;)

I also got a confirmation about my traineeship - and I'm so excited, because ... it's the real thing now, right? Real students, real teaching and not talking about teaching theory ... omg.

AND: thefabone is moving to Berlin! YAY!
And I'm really really really hoping I'm able to say the same for luthien82 in near future. *grabby hands* Does that make me selfish?

Humankapitalzombie

2007-03-04T23:50:07Z

Die gesamte Lehre der Wirtschaftswissenschaften lässt sich mit einem Satz zusammenfassen: Maximiere deinen Nutzen, oder auch mathematisch ausgedrückt: max U(x).

Wenn man jetzt also die Wahl hat, auf dem Weg zur U-Bahn die Treppe oder die Rolltreppe zu nehmen, kann man das ganze in Nutzenfunktionen packen, die so aussehen: UT und UR.

Jetzt gehen wir davon aus, dass UT von zwei Faktoren abhängt, die als Resultat aus dem Treppesteigen hervorgehen: nämlich Schönheit (schlanke Figur) und Gesundheit (Fitnesseffekt). Allerdings sind das erst zukünftige Resultate, was bedeutet, dass sie laut Kapitalwertrechnung abgezinst werden müssen. Also haben wir (wenn wir von einem linearen Zusammenhang ausgehen): UT = (a*Schönheit + b*Gesundheit)/(1+r)t, wobei natürlich r der Realzins und t die Zeit sind.

UR hängt ebenfalls von zwei Faktoren ab: der individuellen Fleiß/Faulheit-Relation und der Müdigkeit. Da der Erwartungswert der Fleiß/Faulheit-Relation allerdings gegen 1 geht, im Mittel also individueller Fleiß und Faulheit sich im Mittel die Waage halten, hängt UR nunmehr nur von der Müdigkeit ab, wir haben also: UR = c*Müdigkeit.

Und manchmal, wenn man sich wochenlang mit Lernen abgequält hat und von einem wunderbaren Musical kommt, ist es einfach so:

URolltreppe > UTreppesteigen

(Und wenn jetzt noch irgendwer nicht weiß, was ich mit der Überschrift gemeint habe ... Lies dir bitte den Post nochmal durch!)

nairie @ 2005-09-22T00:06:00

2005-09-21T22:04:31Z

How's your gaydar?

You remarkably scored 85%
You personally got 17 of the 20 people correct and were better at recognizing guys than girls. Overall, you guessed better than 94% of all test takers.

nairie @ 2005-09-21T01:51:00

2005-09-20T23:49:40Z

Yeah, I'm late ... but ... yeah, I don't even have an excuse.

Anyway:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY novafairy!!!

Wish you all the best and another great year, Sweety! *hugs*

nairie @ 2005-09-20T09:31:00

2005-09-20T07:42:53Z

Is it too much asked for to be fair?

Yesterday evil_trisha told me that someone tried to cheat at the voting for the summertime-challenge on http://www.remus-sirius.de. In between a few minutes there were several votings for the same story. Same ID, slightly different names and mail-accounts (and I think most of them don't even exist) and I really ask myself: WHY DO PEOPLE SUCH A THING?

What do they get if they cheat? That doesn't prove that a story is good, does it?

Thoght about consequences and although I am not sure if the author of said story is the cheater (to be honest I really doubt it), maybe we should disqualify the story if something like that happens again.

The thing that bothers me most is that I got the feeling the cheater thinks we're stupid and wouldn't notice it.

GOSH FOLKS, get some brain ... and some sense for fairness, too, kthx!

nairie @ 2005-09-18T23:57:00

2005-09-18T21:53:38Z

Sooo großartig:
http://www.livejournal.com/users/frogspace/86140.html?view=710268#t710268

Feels like the end

2005-09-18T21:40:01Z

Rating: PG13
Disclaimer: I just wanna play!
Thanx to: Beta-magicians Trisha and Annabeth
Dedicated: Sandra aka scatterheart, because I love her very much and she's going through some shitty times right now; my brother
Oh and: Trisha wrote Sirius POV and it's good. Go and read it: here!

Feels like the end

Manchmal fragt sich Remus, ob ein Eiswürfel wohl langsamer schmilzt, wenn man ihm dabei zusieht.

Wenn man seine ganze Willenskraft darauf verwendet, ihn davon abzuhalten, sich in einen kleinen See zu verwandeln.

Oder ob dies den Prozess vielleicht beschleunigt.

Und er fragt sich, ob das auch mit Beziehungen geschieht, während er Sirius’ Blick in seinem Rücken spürt.

Er weiß, dass, wenn er sich in diesem Moment umdrehen würde, wenn er Sirius’ Augen suchen und stumm um eine Erklärung betteln würde, Sirius den Blick abwenden würde. Viel zu hastig.

Und er weiß auch, dass in dem kleinen Augenblick, bevor Sirius seine Gedanken verschleiert, er dieses Funkeln erkennen würde, das sich dort eingenistet zu haben scheint und so tut, als hätte es schon immer dort gelebt.

Dieses Funkeln, das nicht greifbar ist, aber ein wenig Misstrauen in sich trägt. Ein wenig Eifersucht.

Und vielleicht Hass.

Remus versteht es nicht und will es nicht sehen. Er starrt lieber auf den Wassertropfen auf seinem Zeigefinger. Sieht zu, wie er seine Hand hinunterrinnt und sich in seiner eigenen Spur auflöst, bevor er seinen Finger erneut in die Pfütze auf dem Tisch taucht und das Spiel von vorn beginnt.

Er hebt den Kopf und starrt auf die untergehende Sonne, und ihm fällt auf, wie sehr er diesen Blick aus dem Fenster immer geliebt hat. So wie den Tanz der Flammen im Kaminfeuer des Gryffindor Gemeinschaftsraumes.

Wie den Anblick von Sirius. Sein Lächeln und die Spitzbübigkeit in seinen Augen.

Und er muss wieder daran denken, was er jetzt in ihnen sieht.

Müdigkeit und Härte.

Und Misstrauen, das er nicht versteht, so sehr er auch darüber nachdenkt.

Vielleicht ist dies das Ende. Der Gedanke kommt aus dem Nichts und er spürt, wie kalte Verzweiflung über ihn hinwegspült. Er fängt an zu zittern und hasst es, weil er weiß, dass Sirius ihn noch immer beobachtet.

Er fährt mit seinem Finger wieder durch das Eiswasser und hört, wie Sirius das Geschirr wegstellt. Gedämpft, wie durch einen schweren Vorhang, als würden die Geräusche nicht bis zu ihm vordringen können.

Er denkt daran, dass er runde Geschichten immer mochte. Geschichten mit einem Anfang und einem Ende, denn sie waren es, die in sein Weltbild gepasst haben.

Ein Feuer, das entzündet wird, verlischt nun einmal. Ein Kind altert und stirbt. Und ein Keimling, der aus einer Eichel hervorlugt, wird irgendwann als mächtiger Baum gefällt.

So etwas wie Ewigkeit existiert nicht und er murmelt „Anfang und Ende“, während er das Wasser mit dem Finger auf dem Tisch verteilt.

Er kommt sich dumm vor, weil er doch wusste, dass alles enden muss, und sich trotzdem der Illusion hingegeben hat, dass dem nicht so ist.

„Was tust du da?“

Sirius’ Stimme erscheckt ihn und er zuckt zusammen. Es ist so surreal und lächerlich. Er bemerkt die Hitze, die in ihm aufsteigt und senkt den Blick, als könne er damit die Röte verbergen, die seine Wangen überzieht. Und er weiß, dass auch das lächerlich ist, denn Sirius steht hinter ihm und kann sein Gesicht nicht sehen.

Der Drang ihn zu berühren überkommt ihn und doch bewegt er sich nicht, denn es fühlt sich verboten an.

„Ich weiß es nicht.“ flüstert er. „Ich bringe alles durcheinander.“

Er steht auf, nimmt sich ein Handtuch und beseitigt das Chaos auf dem Tisch, während Sirius schweigend daneben steht.

Remus sieht ihn an. Nicht seine Augen, aber seinen Oberkörper, seinen Hals, den Mund. Und das Bedürfnis ihn zu umarmen wird größer, also fokussiert er seine Gedanken auf das feuchte Handtuch, und ihm kommt der Wassertropfen in den Sinn.

Früher hätte Sirius seine Hand genommen und den Tropfen abgeleckt.

Remus sieht ihn vor sich: den 18-jährigen Jungen, mit seidigen Haaren, schulterlang und schwarz, die sein Gesicht einrahmten, als wäre es ein kostbares Gemälde. Sie saßen in einer Bucht am Ufer der Themse und Sirius schrieb ihre Namen in den Sand, bevor er ihn mit einer Leidenschaft küsste, die Remus den Atem und jeden vernünftigen Gedanken nahm.

Der Sommer war heiß gewesen, und stickig, und voll geflüsterter Liebesbekundungen.

Remus traut sich endlich, Sirius in die Augen zu sehen, und er findet darin kein Misstrauen.

Verzweiflung, aber kein Misstrauen, und bevor er wegsehen kann, ist Sirius bei ihm, reißt ihn an sich und umklammert ihn. Und Remus versinkt in dem vertrauten Geruch, fragt sich aber dennoch, wann die Liebeserklärungen gegangen sind.

Und wann alles andere.

Er denkt an ihre Spuren im Sand und wie der Wind sie verwehte, denn so etwas wie Unendlichkeit gibt es einfach nicht.

Und Spuren im Sand ist ein Klischee, wie es schlimmer nicht sein könnte. Es ist genauso lächerlich wie der Glaube an die Ewigkeit.

nairie @ 2005-09-18T19:15:00

2005-09-18T17:13:25Z

Westerwave sagte gerade, er will keine Ampel.
Rot/rot/grün ist ausgeschlossen.
Merkel schließt eine große Koalition aus.

Also Leuts, es sieht VERDAMMT nach Neuwahlen aus.

*heul* ICH WILL NICHT MEHR!

Wahl

2005-09-18T00:13:55Z

Irgendwie fühle ich mich verpflichtet, dazu noch etwas zu sagen ... und zwar auch wenn die meisten meiner Friends meine polititsche Orientierung kennen dürften.

Ich wähle die SPD, da
- ich der CDU in der Arbeitslosenfrage genausowenig zutraue, das Problem zu lösen (das Hartz-Konzept ist ein Gemeinschaftswerk von SPD und CDU ... was beweist, dass das Problem wohl auch von der CDU falsch angegangen wird)
- ich wirklich gar keine Lust auf Studiengebühren habe (ich bin dagegen, und zwar auch dann, wenn man mir bescheinigen würde, dass es mich gar nicht mehr betrifft; und zwar aus 2 Gründen: einerseits möchte ich, dass auch meine Kinder noch gebührenfrei studieren und dann finde ich das Konzept rein wirtschaftlich betrachtet absolut unausgegoren und fatal, denn wie man es dreht und wendet, es werden Menschen vor einem Studium zurückschrecken - und zwar besonders Leute aus ärmeren Haushalten (und von denen studieren btw. im Moment schon, auf den Europa-Vergleich bezogen, viel zu wenige in Deutschland); wenn man sich jetzt noch anschaut, welche Bildungsgruppe keine/wenige Probleme mit Arbeitslosigkeit hat, nämlich die Akademiker, dann ist klar, dass sich Studiengebühren fatal auf die Wirtschaft auswirken werden - leider scheint bisher nur die FDP wirklich begriffen zu haben, dass man in die Bildung investieren muss, statt zu versuchen, sie zu vergolden)
- ich für den Frieden bin (als Pazifist sollte ich das wohl auch sein) und absolut gegen einen Kuschelkurs mit Bush (dieser Mann hat in seiner bisherigen Amtszeit 2 unnötige Kriege angefangen)
- ich gegen eine "familienfreundliche" Politik bin(da das im Endeffekt nicht wirklich "familienfreundlich" bedeutet, sondern eher gay- und single-feindlich)
- ich denke, dass die SPD mit ihrem Reform-Kurs auf dem richtigen Weg ist (und auch wenn sie Fehler gemacht haben und ich viele der Reformen als unausgegoren und falsch (zumindest in einigen Punkten) erachte, ist der Weg der richtige - und aus Fehlern lernt man; wichtig ist, dass man den Mut hat, notwendige Reformen anzugehen und nicht den Kopf in den Sand steckt, wie die CDU dies in den 90er Jahren getan hat).

Ok, ich könnte noch ewig Argumente aufzählen, aber die genannten decken letztlich das ab, was mir wirklich wichtig ist ... mal schauen, was das jetzt morgen wird.

nairie @ 2005-09-08T23:14:00

2005-09-08T21:12:38Z

Go straight to paddies' LJ. She made new icons.

SOOO GOOD!

nairie @ 2005-09-08T22:22:00

2005-09-08T20:24:26Z

Which Queer as Folk couple are you? by Ysaena
Name:
Age:
Couple:	Brian/Justin
Why?	They're perfect for each other

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Who is your Queer as Folk match? by DarlingFreak
User Name
Favorite Color
Your match is	Justin

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Hmmmm ... I really can't remember ... ok, must have been the booze.

nairie @ 2005-09-07T23:05:00

2005-09-07T21:48:28Z

Ok, MEME-time. I've seen this one in sooo many LJ's (for example lennongirls and spikewtbs) so I really can't tell where I've seen it first.

The Rules
First, write down the names of 12 characters. Then read and answer the questions.
You can't look at the questions (or click on the cut) until you write down the 12 characters you're going to use.

1. Justin Taylor
2. Thomas Hanson
3. Vickie Miner
4. Neo
5. Aragorn
6. Lois Lane
7. Louis de Pointe du Lac
8. Brian Kinney
9. Virgilia Hazard
10. Rüdiger von Schlotterstein
11. Jack Bauer
12. Remus Lupin

Have you ever read a Six/Eleven fic? Do you want to?
Lois Lane/Jack Bauer-Fics - Oh please YES! Would totally read that.

Do you think Four is hot? How hot?
He practically burns.

What would happen if Twelve got Eight pregnant?
MUAHAHAHAHAHAAAA

Can you rec any fic(s) about Nine?
I'd really love to. But they mustn't have sex or romantic in it.

Would Two and Six make a good couple?
Ohyes!

Five/Nine or Five/Ten? Why?
Do you wanna kill poor Aragorn? He wouldn't survive a day with Virgilia as a love interest.
And he and Rüdiger EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!

What would happen if Seven walked in on Two and Twelve having sex?
Louis would probably say: Ohmy another broken soul! Go away, Officer, and let me have lunch.

Make up a summary for a Three/Ten fic.
It's Rüdiger, you know? He's TEN ... okay, he's ten years old since 150 years,but still ...

Is there any such thing as One/Eight fluff?
ROFL, Brian Kinney doesn't do fluff!

Suggest a title for a Seven/Twelve hurt/comfort fic.
What's this with Remus and Louis? Ok, give me a minute ... "Release would cost the world" ... maybe?

What kind of plot device would you use if you wanted Four to deflower One?
I'd let him meet him under a streetlamp and ask him where he were headed. Gosh, I'm so creative today.

Does anyone on your friends list read Seven slash?
No, but just because there is none.

Does anyone on your friends list read Three het?
No, and not just because there is none.

Does anyone on your friends list write or draw Eleven?
No, but I'd read it! *nod*

Would anyone on your friends list write Two/Four/Five?
WHOAHO! If they'd do, I'd be the first to read it. I mean: Hello? Johnny Depp, Viggo Mortensen AND Keanu Reeves ... HOTNESS OVERKILL!

What might Ten scream at a moment of great passion?
Would you please please PLEASE leave the child alone???

If you wrote a song-fic about Eight, which song would you choose?
3 doors down "Kryptonite"

If you wrote a One/Six/Twelve fic, what would the warnings be?
I'd NEVER write Lois Lane into it. But for Remus and Justin ... ANGST ...

What might be a good pick-up line for Two to use on Ten?
I tell you just this once again: LEAVE THE KID ALONE!!!

When was the last time you read a fic about Five?
Oh there was this one fic teh_jules wrote that I liked. But honestly I'm not that into LotR-fics.

Don't worry, I'm ok.

2005-09-06T13:11:41Z

First of all: thank you all for you good wishes.

Then: Yes, I have pneumonia. But please don't worry, I'm on the best way to healing. And although I still have a very sore throath and feel my lung with every breath I do and am coughing like woah, I'm feeling not bad.

The fever is gone (and with it my fever-dreams), I'm able to sleep more than 45 min in a row and I don't feel THAT weak anymore.

My Doc said I should rest A LOT, but I will be ok soon.

At the end of the next week I'll go to x-ray and let them take blood samples again and that should be it.

Oh and through my fight with the pneumonia I decided to quit smoking. YEY me!

nairie @ 2005-09-05T22:59:00

2005-09-05T21:04:42Z

Happy happy happy

BIRTHDAY

teh_jules

I wish you all the bestest, you know, and really think that you should stay just the way you are.
May your muse never went away and your days be happy.

Hope to see you again soon, Honey! *hugs*

nairie @ 2005-08-22T00:52:00

2005-08-21T23:00:06Z

OH MY GOOOOOSH! *bouncy*

We have a user-record today. "We" as in evil_trishas and my little fanfiction-site http://www.remus-sirius.de . We had 66 real views today, take look at this.

Maybe you'll say now: Ok, it is not THAT good. But you know, for a site which is not only in german, but also dedicated to one special pairing in one special fandom (and this pairing is whether the most famous pairing nor the most famous slash pairing) it's enormous!

And ... yeah, I'm proud of evil_trisha and me. Maybe I shouldn't but I can't help myself: I am!

nairie @ 2005-08-19T01:21:00

2005-08-18T23:26:19Z

WTF? Black/Yellow (as in CDU and FDP) has majority again???

After idiot Stoiber offended the whole population of the east of germany???

WHAT THE FUCK!!!

...

Yey for CDU-election victory. *irony is over*

Why don't we just elect BUSH president of germany.

If fucking CDU wins this election, there will be no difference anyway.

nairie @ 2005-08-18T00:16:00

2005-08-17T22:29:25Z

Did you see the new icons by paddies. They're here and they're gorgeous! I can't decide how many and which I'll grab. (They're from QAF 1x20, you know the Cowboy!Justin-episode.)

I think I wrote anything that is not absolutly bad. And if you aks yourself why I'm telling you that, you know, I didn't wrote something I don't hate in month. So maybe my muse is back. *YEY! (btw. It was for the summer-challenge @ http://www.remus-sirius.de )

Oh and I talked to Mandy and told her about the Marcel-incident. She was all like I'm-so-sorry and you'll-find-your-guy,when-time-is-right and you-just-have-to-BELIEVE-it. ... I don't know.
Speaking of Mandy: My god-child is a boy, that's for sure now. AND they really will call it Jonas. :-)

Then: Didn't call the new shrink yet. I'm ashamed of it, but ... yeah, you know, everytime I want to dial I really can't because I ask myself if this time it's for real or if I'm ending up searching for another one. Again. So I really can't bring myself to actually CALL.

Errrm ... yeah ... pointless entry, but who cares.

nairie @ 2005-08-15T13:36:00

2005-08-15T11:48:59Z

Woke up, 2 hours ago.

And to make this entry not THAT pointless and because teh_jules tagged me:
List three random facts about yourself that your friends might not know. And
then tag five other friends to do it.

1. Sometimes I wish I could fall in love with girls. Because although I KNOW I'm wrong, (love)life seems not that complicated as a lesbian.
2. When I was a child I often daydreamed of me being a mermaid. And while diving I had a minute to pretend I really were. I think that's the reason I became so good in diving.
3. Although I love Shakespeare, I didn't read any of his tragedies at all. I watch them, yeah, but it seems like I can't bring myself to read it. (I have no problems to read the comedies.)

I tag: spikewtb, chaosmaka, wirrlicht, teary_moon, thefabone.

nairie @ 2005-08-14T21:46:00

2005-08-14T20:04:12Z

GOSH, today afternoon when I came back to my flat again (scatterheart and me brought teary_moon to the train) a big fat wave of tiredness washed over me.It's funny but I don't even remember anymore how I got into my bed.

I just woke up a moment ago with my streetclothes on my body and the contact lenses in my eyes (which I really shouldn't wear while sleeping) and was very surprised that I had a message on my answering mashine. Because normally telephone and answering mashine wake me up in every state of sleep.

On the other hand I'm not very surprised, because I didn't sleep very well for weeks.

And ... I'm still tired. So I will return to my bed after this entry is made.

@ teh_jules: It was sooo nice to hear your voice again. And I'm the tiniest bit sad 'bout not waking up. Hmmm...

@teary_moon: Hope you liked it here. I had a lot of fun and I love you to pieces! *hugs* Christmas has to come fast. :-)

@ evil_trisha, shivaluna, wirrlicht, gehirnstuerm and Kirsten (and Frank?): I hope you have/had a good time at the M'Era Luna-festival anyway, although the weather is not good. *looks worried into the rainy world outside her window*

ETA: Damn, I need a "tired!"-icon

Strange day - here we go

2005-08-04T02:16:34Z

I told Marcel.

Yap! Be proud of me, because I finally did it.

He dumped me.
(And that is a BIG proof for my theory that all the guys I want, even the strange ones, don't want me. Only the boring men who want children and a family and a white picket fence, and who want it now, if not yesterday, are interested in me. But then again: they aren't really interested in ME, are they?)

And I decided to never NEVER do such thing again. Like making the first move or some fucking shit like that.

And I started wondering if becoming a lesbian is an option.

I sooo love you, scatterheart(could you please please please turn into a straight guy? I soo would marry you.) and evil_trisha. THX for bearing my whining and for supporting.